You are this type of girl.

You are good at socializing, popular, and you have lots of friends. You are intelligent, and good with your hands, so you should be able to display your talents in all sorts of different pursuits. However, sometimes you can be fickle. You are good at capturing the hearts of boys, so you can quickly become close friends with any boy that you like. However, you react poorly when confronted with restraints. Sometimes you regret staying "just friends" with someone for such a long time. Your love fortune for the new semester! Note: This fortune was published in March 2004, the start of the new school year in Japan.

You will be happy to be in the same class as the boy that you like. Even on school field trips and excursions, you will end up in the same group, and the degree of closeness between you both will level up. However, you are a bit lacking in femininity, and you will not be thought of as anything more than a friend. You can make yourself more appealing with homemade lunches, sweets, etc. The most charming approach.

You are quite intelligent, and you can match your conversation to any partner. You are a master of charm, and can quickly become good friends with anybody. If you help with studying, or help out with committee [i.e., student government] work, your efficiency and helpfulness should enchant anyone. Your most compatible boy.

You are most compatible with a boy born on a Saturday. Study together, and if you listen closely to what even your shy, awkward boyfriend has to say, then he will be entranced by you. However, your boyfriend will be very shy, so you should be the one to invite him on dates, and you can lead the relationship for him. Your most compatible best friend.

You can easily become best friends with a purple mermaid [a girl born on a Friday]. You are both sensitive to fashionable trends, and both good at socializing. People would expect you to become rivals, but instead, you two can combine your good senses together. If you go shopping or out socializing together, you can both have a lot of fun.

http://www.boukenshin.net/pitch/fortuneindex.php

go to the link and tell me ur results (comment on here...maybe)

tis cool, who doesnt love a manga with singing mermaids :D

10th
got clothes 4 tomoro sorted, woo tryed red skirt on with 600 tops...corset, mini red top, green strappy...etc phew anyways will detail my outfit planning later as it took me time! lots of time coz my "dressing room" is not next 2 mirror grrgh lol

i have a manga gallery, think deviant art for manga artist..so go visit!

http://www.mangarevolution.com/user_profile.php?uid=5000810

woooo

N.B. i will b uploading pictures like 1 every day or so...i need to scan in my new mermaids!

12th
spent half of saturday feeling like cardcaptor sakura due to roll up shorts and over the knee white "primary school" socks...hehe me and my socks...mite wear my knee highs 2 school again :D and i had a little hello kitty bag as well which was super kawaii (that means super cute in japanese lol! like i didnt already know) and then in the evening wore long red skirt and weird top and smokie eyes ha!

Meh, im have been doing so much drawing lately and i can see my improvements over the last couple of months, doing one of a model now

anyway im gonna finally finish this post x.x.x.

15th
i drew yuna yesterday but i didnt like it (im getting picky about my own work) so it got filed immediately. day was dayish...but it rained ;-; meh em otherwise nothing atm x.x.x.

16th
http://www.mangarevolution.com/user_profile.php?uid=5000810 got more pictures on there...(sorta like a deviant art for manga ppl if i havent already explained) woopwoop

hehe looked at miyuki chan pictures....wana hav gothi loli clothes! and get the manga obviously...feel a bit sterotypical coz loads of gothi ppl like alice in wonderland..at least clamp did something a little different with it and gothic lolita isnt seen much in haywards heath i guess well not as it shud b...hehe, *grabs apron, basket, head piece, huge heeled school girl shoes, socks and dress* if only i had those kind of clothes

x.x.x.

18th
the part-time princess miyuki just got herself a best friend: myoumei i thinks...or anya

anyway she totally contrasts miyuki. Myou is a gothic fairy, always looks on the dark side of things and um loves black..hehe shud b fun :D

im moving....wooo i can paint my own bedroom!!!!!! *hyperness sets in* ooo i think ill paint the walls with blue grey squares and silver stick on patches! lol, or how about redredredredred red! and we can hav a summer house in the garden and and and a in out drivey thingy! woooo

went to brighton today with rozbob laura and kt.....we SHOPPED!!! i got manga set thing, uber happy, got tone, manga paper, inking pens and a mini book in a cool little a4 case maru, saji and g pen nibs :D

had conact lense appointment, had to have lenses ordered in to try coz i have a slight astigmatism in my left eye so it is slightly rugby ball shaped. I also hav an eye freckle on the bottom of the coloured part of right eye :P

20th
haha my mother bought a paddling pool and i hav to do the pilot study for sociology to show to chris tomoro and do some art bleh! but i wants to draw yuna or somebody...with my new pen nibs :D

done most of pilot study...will do some art nowish

hehe in an odd mooodddd....as u can probably t.e.l.l. haha ok rant time: ppl who love themselves and think that everyone else loves them, hehe we dont. they r nothing special and they seem to think they r higher wen they r not. there r better things in life 2 do than love urself: like jump on someone.

Got other bus today coz good old 33 didnt get there first. day was dayish

listening a lot to ayumi hamasaki lately, got loads of her songs and several versions of some game theme....at least i hav cleared some of my pictures of the laptop *nods* then i added some more...there were chobitsu pictures! and final fantasy x and x2 brushes, rainbow yuuna!!!!!

and its sooo hot, *sprays water* :D woopwoop

um yuh i shud go do that sociology questionaire thingy x.x.x.

p.s. and ooo i wana see dark water!!!

22nd
hehe sparklie nails :D pretty woopwoop and i got my atashi keyring...strokes lovingly and attaches to bag woooo

working on new website, yayee

time for a short story...fiction btw

photo album

Miyuki stood on the pavement awaiting her boyfriend. She inclined her head to glance at her watch. She sighed, he was late. Not the first time, and probably not the last she thought. She gazed at the greying sky, watching darker greys drift in and cloud her mind. Soon the rain began to fall in black droplets drowning her hope. It's not like him to be this late, she thought, maybe the traffic is bad...

The car screamed to halt in front of the boy who had hurriedly crossed the road. The lights went dim through the falling rain as the driver cut the engine. The boy was hurled backwards across the rain slickened tarmac, helpless, screaming in his head, crying out inside for someone.

Cars often don't let people over the road Miyuki thought, and it's been half an hour now, I'm worried about him. She unzipped her bag and pulled out her phone. She hastily entered Kazou's number and waited anxiously as it rung.

A phone rang on the street waiting for an answer. Kazou's hand was outstretched towards it, but it was cold, limp and lifeless.

Miyuki ended the call and with tears silently rolling down her cheeks, she turned and made her way home in the drenched clothes. Her make up that had taken her that whole morning smudged away. She had wanted to look pretty, pretty for the boy she loved.

The shocking blue of the ambulance seared through the sheets of water shedded from the sky.The boy, Kazou, was carted away, taken further from the one he had wanted to see.

Kazou lay on a white bed. He appeared to be stable with the beep beep of the monitor declaring he was alive to any that wished to listen. It wasn't to stay though as the clear beep turned into a long, droning wail, mourning the loss of a life.

Miyuki shed large glistening tears over the photos of Kazou and herself. She stuck the photos down in albums methodically, so many albums were full now, yet she still filled them obsessively. There were pictures from their school, ones from a photo booth, ones taken by friends, ones with his back in the corner, just photos and her memories.

"Why?" she sobbed, "Why Kazou?He didn't deserve it!" Miyuki began to shriek hysterically and collasped crying on the floor.

She didn't return to school to complete her exams. She barely talked. Her mother was worried. She felt helpless and wanted her daughter back, she wanted Miyuki to return.

"It's been two months and all she does is make photo albums of them..." her mother explained to her friend.

"Just give her time...and be supportive. There's nothing more you can do," her friend reassured.

Miyuki opened the door to the kitchen to find her mother and her mother's friend.

"Miyuki, would you like some lunch?" Miyuki's mother asked.

She shook her head, "I'm getting picked up later. Kazou is buying me lunch."

Her mother felt a sharp stab of pain. "Miyuki, Miyuki...Kazou is....Kazou is dead."

Miyuki turned and ran screaming, "don't lie to me! Don't lie! I know he is alive! I know he is!"The door slammed behind her.

Miyuki shut herself in her room and curled up on the bed. There was a knock on the door. Miyuki did nothing. There was another knock, and a voice called out, "Miyuki?" The door edged open. Miyuki blinked and saw a shadowy outline. The outline moved towards her and her blinked again. She gasped.

"Kazou? Kazou is it you?."

"I've missed you so much Miyuki." Kazou wrapped his arms around the content Miyuki. She struggled to keep back her happy tears, the first happy feeling in months. The moment seemed to last forever fro Miyuki and she was glad of it, she never wanted it to end, never. She would never have Kazou taken away from her again.

Miyuki's mother tentatively knocked on the door to Miyuki's room before calling out, "Miyuki." There was no answer so she opened the door.When she saw the scarlet blood radiating from her daughter's body she screamed.

Miyuki sat with Kazou on the grass, content. She asked the question that had been on her mind for a long while now. "Where were you on Saturday Kazou?"

He replied with a smile, "Oh, the traffic was bad..."

(thanks to ceri)

got loads of ayu songs in my head. real me, seasons, you, butterfly and ku-chan, to be one and SOS

ooo look what i found:

3 name you go by:

1. jo

2. chii

3. why are you hugging me?

3 screen names i have had:

1. Chii

2. crimson mermaid pichi pichi pitch

3. ashura sakura-chan

3 things you like about yourself:

1. my nails

2. i tan quite well

3. im quite thin and hav pretty belly bar (which got yoinked today quite painfully)

3 things you dont like about yourself:

1. my hair

2. not tanning on my tummy

3. legs or chest

3 things that scare you:

1. drowning

2. a lonely life

3. hehe you!

3 of your everyday essentials:

1. friends and ppl

2. drawing stuff

3. cute things

3things you are wearing right now:

1. sequin earrings

2. knee high "school" socks

3. atashi keyring...i managed to clip it to my uniform :D

3 of your favourite bands or artists at the moment:

1. Ayumi hamasaki

2. Koda kumi

3. BoA*

3 of your favourite songs at the moment:

1. real me - ayumi hamasaki

2. you (intial D remix)- ayumi hamasaki

3. sound of silence- Koda kumi

3 new things you want to try in the next year:

1. being nice and kind

2. draw a mini manga and start a full one

3. learn japanese some more

3 things in a relationship(love already included):

1. Both people r happy

2. honesty and trust 3. shared interests

2 truths and a lie:

1. My laptop is called fred

2.I love a vampire wristband called Billy

3. i hate art

3 things you just cant do:

1. cut my nails right off

2. not like cute things

3. turn left (LOL!) not really, plait my own hair...its so hard to plait my hair....it all sticks out funny

3 things u can do:

1. draw manga

2. design characters

3. eat lots of junk ( i consider myself a scientific miracle)

3 of your favourite hobbies:

1. Drawing manga (did i need to tell u?)

2. dancing to jpop in the secrecy of my own room

3. jumping on ppl

3 things you really want to do badly now:

1. draw

2. read

3. look at cute things

3 careers you r considering:

1. character design

2. manga (?big doubts there?)

3. something in japan( teach, do tours etc)

3 places u want to go on holiday:

1. japan again, a definately back to takayama, harajuku and shinjuku, matsumoto etc id love to go to Osaka to pick up some of the dialect :D

2. hot place somewhere...antigua?

3. india maybe....or paris

3 kids names:

1. my kids will hate me....ill try to think of some normal ones...ariel or adrianna or anya

2. asha

3.Mai or miyuki

3 thing u want to do before you die:

1. love someone

2. haha see the ring 2!

3. draw a full manga

.love.peace.cutey.honey.x.x.x.

eng and math were ok. I understood excel! started writing more sad little stories like the one yesterday. um not much else really...science was gd, pe was bad, she wanted us to do work! watched javelin and discus and jumping ppl from rounders field :D hehe. sprayed eau de chav haha lol just phoned clarkes stationers to check when i need to be there and stuff to wear. yayee

got real me video ayumi hamasaki which is mucho kewl, woop

23rd
i got some pet cress today. i called it thumbelina and it she cost 19p! :D hav dungaree denim dress :) and new bikini wooo. now hav 3 marriage rings on my necklace as it was bugging my finger...one for suzy, lauras and one for ceri....was phils birthday today. wrote it back in hw diary lol....katie, suzy, roz y me made a card in german instead of coursework...oops, he better b grateful of our time wasting :P hehe

haha pet cress :D:D:D yayee ah im so hyper nanana

oh and saw james from the bus in the opticions (sp?) twas random and funny

x.x.x.

25th
grew cress in science yesterday, called it the munch bunch. called beans, davey, dopey and cinderella. rest of day was ok...got off bus and went to choices to meet my mum to get dvd 4 evening. lobster boy waited with me which was nice. got shall we dance and watched it :D hehe was good.

tidied room today so far...decided i need many shelves at new house: one for books, one for manga, one for manga and art stuff, one for school folders and maybe one for the rest of my books and cds...

tash phoned, she has painted a butterfly and a penguin and done hand prints. sooo cute! hehe

drew a pair of ballet shoes on pointe. liking lots, very pretty. called it prelude, want to draw more ballet themed pictures to go with crescendo.intermezzo.prelude.waltz.concerto.overture.sonata.serenade. like the x/1999 titles, on book 18 and still going! i will probably never get round to starting the series!

drawing the first page of photo album now..happy with the re-thought layout :D Done the first panel and speech bubbles, put in all frames and drafted the other panels x.x.x.

27th
hehe work experience. went round front but there was no one so i had to find the back entrance to clarkes stationers hehe.. put cards on shelves and went through files for empty ones to re-order and got re-order slips. got stock, stacked shelves, went on till!!!! got to deal with credit cards and stuff. twas very good. ceri came in wen i was shelving. had lunch. went to bay tree and saw ceri. saw laurence and laura. gonna meet laura for lunch tomorrow :D worked on log book in lunch haha.. worked on back till and priced stuff and put it on shelves then got the school bus back :D then started to work on rsom entry again :) woop

ah got another version of song for phil...hehe probably got 10 of them now...lol *anyanyananaya*

RSOM entry: wooop finished page one....can ink it soon then tone, photocopy, letter etc. started page 2! drawn car and started body. added two more frames for the headlights and hand.

x.x.x

28th
getting spirited away...gotta watch it :D working on page 3 of manga now...trawled through many cardcaptor sakura books to find references of phone calls and mobiles. i got 2 calls on my phone, twas scary! sam phoned and phil phoned later to ask me to ask ceri about spanish hw or something. working on manga so hard at the moment, hope its worth it lol. gonna order more books soony i hope...i wud like to get tsubasa 5, mouryou kiden 3, rg veda 2 and spiral and wish 4 if it werent on 3-5 weeks delivery. thumbelina is growing well and i re-realised today that tashie goes to school in september! only seems a few months ago that she was living in brighton and learning how to say words....makes me seem old at 14. well she does make me feel old actually...just coz she can jump everywhere and skip and talk permanently.. lyrics!

havent put any in here for a little while...so here goes:

you: ayumi hamasaki

japanese:

kimi no sono yokogao ga kanashii hodo kirei de nani hitotsu kotoba kakerarenakute kidzukeba namida afurete'ru kitto minna ga omotte iru yori zutto kizu tsuite'ta ne tsukarete ita ne kidzukazu ni ite gomen ne haru no kaze tsutsumarete haruka na yume egaite natsu no kumo tokirete wa kiete itta aki no sora setsunakute fuyu no umi tsumetakute muchuu ni natte iku hodo toki wa tatte ita ne takusan no dekigoto o kugurinukete kita n da soshite ima koko ni iru kimi no koto hokori ni omou itsu no hi mo hito tte kitto kotoba ni naranai you na omoide da to ka kimochi o kakae sou shite ikite iku n da ne toomawari bakari shite tsukareru toki mo aru ne da kedo saigo ni tadoritsuku basho tte soba ni iru dake de tada kokoro ga iyasarete'ku sonna sasae ni itsu ka naritai to negau yo

english:

Your face is more beautiful when you're sad. I couldn't say even one word, When I noticed, you had brimmed over with tears. That must have hurt much more than I thought. I'm tired. I'm sorry that I didn't notice. The spring wind rolls by, it draws a far off dream. The break in the summer clouds disappeared. The autumn sky is painful, the winter sea is cold The more I fall into a trance the more time passes. Many events have slipped by. And you, here, now, I'm proud of you, always. People are not memories that you can put into words. They live holding onto their feelings. Sometimes you take only the roundabout way and get tired. But the place I finally get to is just by your side, and my heart is healed. I want to be that kind of support someday.

thats about it for today i think....except that i currently like ayu(ayumi hamasaki) songs, ever since listening to HONEY from my story on the plane to japan.. x.x.x.

watashi wa anata ga kuremasen de wasuremasen= i will never forget you according to my rules of japanese lol!